-22- 
I said goodbye to many friends before 
Tired of having them walk out the door 
You came into my life; it seems like yesterday 
Can’t say how much I want you to stay. 

There’ve been good times, there’ve been bad 
We’ve fought many times and made each other sad 
Said some things till we felt like dirt 
I’m sorry, didn’t want to bring you hurt. 

I sit around looking into your eyes 
Trying hard to see behind the disguise 
You try to hide it but I’m not blind 
I can tell when something’s on your mind. 

I’ve put my whole life on the shelf 
You mean more to me than life itself 
There is one thing I know is true 
I’ll spend the rest of my life loving you! 
 
 
-23- 
I no longer have with me today 
Those things you took away. 
The way you poisoned inside of me 
While I was at play. 

You pushed and prodded, beat and bashed 
Why do you do it is all I ask. 
But as I cry, 
You sit and Laugh. 

You took your turns, 
And the pain still burns. 
My childhood is gone 
But it's the memories' turn. 

Tossing and turning in my sleep, 
Smells and sounds, into my dreams they creep. 
My scars have healed, 
But the wound is still deep. 

You are now gone; laid to rest. 
I am left to take the test. 
Will I fail; 
And be one of the rest? 
 
 
-24- 
It's bad enough that you're not here 
This empty bed I never share. 
When you hurt I feel the pain 
But when I can't help I go insane. 

It's bad enough I can't see your face 
And can't be there to fill the space. 
I can sense when you're under strain 
But when I can't help I go insane. 

It's bad enough I don't hear your voice 
Got to live with it I have no choice. 
Your words show you're upset to me its plain 
But when I can't help I go insane. 

It's bad enough that I love you 
And feel the pain you're going through. 
Don't want all this to go down the drain 
But when I can't help I go insane.